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"Well friend, this is a goddamn bitch of an unsatisfactory situation"

-Jack Twist

9/25/06 10:47 pm

I haven't posted in forever! So I shall now...from my dorm room, second day and I'm definitly enjoying myself so far! because Im a nerd I cant wait for classes to start I miss you alllll

6/27/06 09:31 am

OK bye bye! Im off to Europe! I'll see ya'll in two weeks July 10.
Avoir

6/19/06 01:20 pm

tagged by pho7be and old_grasshopper
Explain your LiveJournal name, its meaning, and mention an alternative username you would have used. When you're done, tag as many people as there are letters in your name.

Since i was tagged twice i should do this! My two favorite things at the time of choosings a username= piccolo and buffy. I decided to combine to two. But now i feel as if i need something slightly more mature, so i would and am changing to jaimelamour, which means "I love love" in French

I tag...who ever hasn't done this yet!

6/4/06 10:23 am

Why did I wake up at 9:30 the day after prom...I didnt get like any sleep. Oh well. All I have to say right now is that it was massivly fun!!!

5/29/06 12:08 am

New favorite movie!! Brigit Jones' Diary. I want a Collin Firth in my life hehe because I have no love life I have to settle for those in the movies

That is the third chick flick I've watched at Jon's house lol

Oh yea six hours of training at Victoria's Secret...too long...

5/25/06 02:33 pm

Im scared...was getting a date a bad idea for prom...I really want to have the time of my life, but I dont want him to suck the life out of me...why am I saying that I wouldnt let anyone do that. Im so excited and happy to be going with him, but he's just so unresponsive to anything I do or say. I'll just cross my fingers and hope everything works out...

5/13/06 11:41 am

AJMtrumpet08: Hello Brittney!
AJMtrumpet08 returned at 11:24:12 AM.
AJMtrumpet08: Brittney?
AJMtrumpet08: are you ever going to talk to me again?
AJMtrumpet08: just give me some kind of response
AJMtrumpet08: allrighty then
AJMtrumpet08: im gonna go i need to do some things today, have a great day!
AJMtrumpet08 is away at 11:31:17 AM.

...Should I talk to him or not...why does he always have such...interesting timing. Why has all the pain come back?

4/24/06 06:26 pm - playlist quiz

Since everyone else is doing it...

1 - How does the world see me?
Song: Show me the meaning of being lonely
Artist: Backstreet Boys
Comments: i wouldnt have thought that

2 - Will I have a happy life?
Song: I Could Not Ask For More
Artist: Edwin Mccain
Comments: sounds promising

3 - What do my friends really think of me?
Song: Yes
Artist: Merry Claton (original Dirty Dancing)
Comments: hmm...

4 - Do people secretly lust after me?
Song: Dr. Crab's Prize
Artist: Memoirs of a Gheisha
Comments: lol, his prize was her virginity, i wonder what that is saying

5 - How can I make myself happy?
Song: Never Give Up on the Good Times
Artist: Spice Girls
Comments: Yea ya!

6 - What should I do with my life?
Song: Part of Your World
Artist: The Little Mermaid
Comments: uhh...

7 - Why should life be full of so much pain?
Song: Hopelessly Devoted to You
Artist: Olivia Newton-John (Grease)
Comments: lol, that actually makes a lot of sense

8 - How can I maximize my pleasure during sex?
Song: So This is Love
Artist: from Cinderella
Comments: So true!

9 - Will I ever have children?
Song: Im Real
Artist: J. Lo, Ja Rule
Comments: I hope this does not reflect my kids...

10 - Will I die happy?
Song: Black and White
Artist: Sarah McLachlan
Comments:

11 - What is some good advice for me?
Song: Finale
Artist: West Side Story
Comments: I have no idea what that is suppose to mean..

12 - What is happiness?
Song: Sante Fe
Artist: Rent Musical
Comments: wow!

13 - What is my favorite fetish?
Song: I Will Never Let You Go
Artist: Brokeback Mountain
Comments: haha

14 - How will I be remembered?
Song: Goodbye
Artist: Spice Girls
Comments: okay

Wow that was freaky accurate... cool

4/15/06 01:01 pm

I am offically in the land of the racist, ive been here for what 12 hours and im already annoyed... It will be ok! I wish i brought BBM with me

4/5/06 01:43 am

So why am I up at 1:45 AM? Because i have a freking ear ache. It hurts sooo bad and i can't sleep. OUCH I dont know what to do as i just sit here in pain... Hope all of you slept well!

4/3/06 04:14 pm - cane river

So, I guess I should write about my fabulous weekend lol! Friday night was fun, band senior dinner. I love having everyone together. I was still sick, but my soup was delicious mmm... Phoebe and I had very interesting conversations lol. And then monopoly..

Then came saturday! Leslie and I got to danny's house at like 9:20ish, and then we sat there for like two hours watching him dance, i love him. We decided to go to breakfast, but by the time Nitt got there it was lunch. Finally after a few more hours we started filming. Then we went to Nitt's house for him to change(after his crawling scene), back to Danny's for more filming that took forever. Then we decided to go to dinner before we worked on the editing. California Pizza Kitchen is sooooooo good!!! Then we finally began editing. We actually got nothing done...I made a really bad trailor while Danny and Nitt slept until 4AM. LOl Then i almost killed Danny driving him home.
So after a few hours of sleep danny and I were back at Nitt's house from 1pm-5, we actually got stuff done on that run. Then i went to work YUCK! Then back to Nitt's. We were suppose to be done at 11pm, but i realized i hadn't eaten anything, but pretzals all day, so we went to In and Out yum. Then finally back to the project lol. And that lasted until 2AM, because Nitt and I were falling asleep, while Danny wrote a Sonnet about Vietnam lol My mom was so mad at me, oh well. And we of course had to make the bloopers. Oddly enough probably the funnest weekends i've had in a longlonglong time! Nitt and Danny are just so awesome!

(this is mostly for me)
Good quotes from the weekend:
"Size E boobs" (refering to Leslie's closet scene hehe)
"Lalita Ta-da-da-mey, I dont know how to say her name"
"Is there anymore deeper meaning? No, none at all, come on Lalita you need to do better than that"
"We're doing the Art Package"
"cut"
"No,monsieur, im a good girl!" "Merci, ma chere"
"I'm not going to need it anymore, im gunna die" (the cup)

Wow im really bored lol

3/31/06 03:06 pm

It's offical, UCSB or UC Davis?

3/20/06 08:31 pm

Last few hours as a minor!! woo hoo!! And i just wanted to show this hot picture that is my background...drool...

Anyways, i will ask this question everywhere. I think it is one of the hardest decision of my life!!!

UC Santa Barbara or UC Davis!?!

3/9/06 05:36 pm

Berkely all weekend!!! See ya'll monday!

2/28/06 05:30 pm

Happy Mardi Gras!!



The people who really get the most beads!


I was so happy, then i saw this...

2/24/06 05:01 pm - lameness

This is just too funny!! So i found my journal from the last half of freshman year lol. Oh man, i was so lame. I'll i talked about was Alex and Buffy. And there were a ton of I love alex's all over the pages, what a load of bull! I even wrote a poem about love, i would post it but its just too lame for even that. And i was going to qoute some stuff i said, but that too is to lame lol. Oh man, its a bunch of i love him so much, he's so great, load of f-ing bull. when was the last time i talked to him? December! Thats someone who really cares. Then i found a card from my birthday soph. year and it says that "and just rememeber no matter where i go to college or what happens. I will ALWAYS love you" Bull frecking shit! if you always love me, call me or write. Dont just discard me when you meet someone new.... ok im gunna stop cause i could go on forever about that. Just had to get it off my chest.

Anyways, my sister and i say Madea's Family Reunion today, i was soooo good! Domestic Violence needs to end!!! The movie had tears in my eyes practically the whole time. Thats all i have to say cause i really want to finish wuthering heights!

2/23/06 03:51 pm

 ill follow the crowd!
Rules:
1) bold what is true about you
2 )italize what you wish was true about you
3 )add one true thing about yourself at the end of the list

* I miss somebody right now.
* I don't watch much TV these days.
* I own lots of books. i have a large bookcase full
* I wear glasses or contact lenses.
* I love to play video games.
* I've tried marijuana.
* I've watched porn movies.
* I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
* I believe honesty is usually always the best policy.
* I curse sometimes. As opposed to constantly.
* I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.
* I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
* I have broken someone's bones.
* I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal.
* I hate the rain.
* I'm paranoid at times.
* I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.i have to admit it
* I need/want money right now.
* I love sushi.
* I [can] talk really, really fast.
* I have fresh breath in the morning.
* I have long hair.
* I have lost money in Las Vegas.
* I have at least one sibling.
* I was born in a country outside of the U.S.
* I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
* I couldn't survive without Caller I.D.
* I like the way that I look. for the most part
* I have lied to a good friend in the last 6 months.
* I am usually pessimistic.
* I have a lot of mood swings..
* I think prostitution should be legalized.
* I slept with a roommate.
* I have a hidden talent.
* I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.
* I have a lot of friends.
* I have pecked someone of the same sex. on accident
* I enjoy talking on the phone.
* I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
* I love to shop and/or window shop.
* I'm obsessed with my Xanga or Livejournal. Myspace?
* I don't hate anyone. I dislike them. at least i think sooo, even if i say i hate someone...they can redeam themselves
* I'm a pretty good dancer. sometimes
* I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
* I have a cell phone.

* I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
* I've rejected someone before.
* I currently like/love someone.
* I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life. if your talking career wise
* I want to have children in the future. x50 lol
* I have changed a diaper before.
* I've called the cops on a friend before.
* I'm not allergic to anything.
* I have a lot to learn.
* I am shy around [a person i like from] the opposite sex.

* I’m online 24/7, even as an away message.
* I have at least 5 away messages saved.
* I have tried alcohol or drugs before.  i had sips of my grandpa's beer when i was very young
* I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.
* I own the "South Park" movie. .
* I have avoided assignments at work/school to be on Xanga or Livejournal. like right now.
* I enjoy some country music. "coyboys are frequently secretly fond of each other!"
* I would die for my best friend. i dont have one...
* I'm obsessive, and often a perfectionist.
* I have used my sexuality to advance my career. hahahahah!!!!
* Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
* I have dated a close friend's ex.
* I am happy at this moment.
* I’m obsessed with guys.
* Democrat. i think
* Conservative Republican.
* I am punk rockish.
* I go for older guys/girls, not younger.
* I study for tests most of the time.
* I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I’ve ever met.
* I can work on a car.
* I love my job. no!
* I am comfortable with who I am right now.
* I have more than just my ears pierced.
* I walk barefoot wherever I can.
* I have jumped off a bridge.
* i love sea turtles .
* I spend ridiculous amounts of money on makeup.
* I plan on achieving a major goal/dream..
* I am proficient on a musical instrument.
* I hate office jobs.
* I went to college out of state.
* I am adopted.  my mom is
* I am a pyro.
* I have thrown up from crying too much.
* I have been intentionally hurt by people that I loved. i think so...
* I fall for the worst people and have been hurt every time.
* I adore bright colors.
* I usually like covers better than originals.
* I hate chain theme restaurants like Applebees and TGIFridays.
* I can pick up things with my toes.
* I can't whistle.
* I have ridden/owned a horse.
* I still have every journal I’ve ever written in.
* I talk in my sleep.
* I've often thought that I was born in the wrong century. heck yes, ive always wanted to wear huge dresses everyday, i belong in the 1800's on a plantation, minus the slaves...
* I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions
* I wear a toe ring.
* I have a [henna] tattoo [right now].
* I can't stand at LEAST one person that I work with.
* I am a caffeine junkie.
* I am completely tree-huggy spiritual, and I'm not ashamed at all.
* If I knew I would get away with it, I would commit at least one murder.  NOOOO!!!!
* I cosplayed or know what cosplaying is. .
* I have been to over 15 conventions.
* I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical, the better.
* I enjoy a nice glass of wine with dinner.
* I'm an artist.
* I am ambidextrous.
* I sleep with so many stuffed animals/pillows, I can hardly fit on my bed.
* If it weren't for having to see other people naked, I'd live in a nudist colony.
* I have terrible teeth. i just need to get them bleached and ill be happy
* I hate my toes.
* I did this Meme even though I wasn't tagged by the person who took it before me.
* I have more friends on the internet than in real life.
* I have lived in either three different states or countries.
* I am extremely flexible.
* I love hugs more than kisses.
* I want to own my own business.
* I smoke [occasionally].
* I spend way too much time on the computer than on anything else.
* Nobody has ever said I'm normal.
* Sad movies, games, fics and the like can cause a trickle of tears every now and then. haha im known for it
* I am proficient in the use of many types firearms and combat weapons. im good with a bi-bi gun
* I like the way women look in stylized men's suits.
* I don't like it when people are unpleased or seem unpleased with me.
* I have been described as a dreamer or likely to have my head up in the clouds.
* I have played strip poker with someone else before. at girl scout camp, we put on a bunch of extra clothes on, so no one got naked, no worries
* I have had emotional problems for which I have sought professional help.
* I believe in ghosts and the paranormal.
* I can't stand being alone.
* I have at least one obsession at any given time. my mom was just making fun of me for it
* I weigh myself, pee/poo, and then weigh myself again. what!
* I consistently spend way too much money on obsessions-of-the-moment. haha, buying every movie of my fav. actors   bad bad problem
* I'm a judgmental asshole. im working on getting rid of it, but its mostly in my head
* I'm a HUGE drama-queen. hah
* I have traveled on more than one continent.
* I sometimes wish my father would just disappear. Mine has...
* I need people to tell me I'm good at something in order to feel that I am. unfortunitly, another thing im working on
* I am a Libertarian.
* I can speak more than one language.
* I would rather read than watch TV.
* I like reading fact more than fiction.
* I have pulled an all-nighter on an assignment I was given a month to do.
* I have no piercings.
* I have spent the night in a train station or other public place.
* I have been so upset over my physical gender that I cried.
* I once spent Christmas completely alone because there was a miscommunication on which parent was supposed to have me that night.
* I've been married and am now divorced
.  jk!!
* There have been times when I have wondered "Why was I born?" and may/may not have cried over it. it has more to do with "why was i born now?
* I like most animals better than most people.
* I own a collection of retro games consoles.
* The thought of physical exercise makes me shiver.
* I have hit someone with a dead fish.
* I have written/read erotic stories. haha
* I am compulsively honest.
* I was born with a congenital birth defect that has never been repaired.
* I have danced topless in front of dozens of complete strangers. And not been ashamed. LMAO
* I have gone from wishing I was a boy to revelling in being a girl to feeling like a boy again in the span of five minutes, and not cared a whit for my actual sex.
* I am unashamedly bisexual, and have different motivations for my desires for different genders.
* I sometimes won't sleep a whole night or eat a whole day because I forget to.
* I find it impossible to get to sleep without some kind of music on.
* I dislike milk.
* I obsessively wash my hands.
* I always carry that something significant around with me.
* Sometimes I'd rather wear a wig in day-to-day life than use my own hair.
* I've pushed myself to become more self-aware and thereby more aware of others.
* Even though I live on my own I still cry sometimes because I miss my mother.
* I hand typed all the HTML tags in this document.
* I've liked something which a majority of people claimed was either bad or weird. buffy!
* I have been clinically dead for a brief period of time.
* Instead of feeling sympathy/empathy with people and their problems, I simply become annoyed. sometimes
* I am a virgin. And will be until I'm married AND PROUD!!!!!!!!!!!!
* I participate/have participated in auto drag races and won.
* I do not 'get' most comedy acts.
* I don't think strippers are money-greedy or slutty for dancing.
* I don't like to chew gum.
* I am intrigued with history/historical things and can't wait for someone to build a time machine so I can be the first to use it.
* I can never remember for the life of me where I parked the car.
* Had the TEEN ANGST thing going for at least 2-3 years.
* Wishes people would be more empathic and honest with each other.
* I play Dungeons and Dragons weekly.
* I love to sing.
* I want to live in my mother's basement when I grow up.
* I have a custom-built computer.
* I want to have a certain someone's babies, even though there's a 0% possiblity of ever achieving it
. Jake....jake....jake.... haha i'll leave leslie's answer there!
* I occasionally cling to someone's boobehs... online.
* I have fallen out of a tree.
* I am possessive of my friends.
* I made a gay couple in the SIMS, and they sleep together too. i would if i had the game!
* I am going through a potentially life-changing dilemma as of this writing.
* Nerd.
* People complain of the smallness of my handwriting.
* I know all the lyrics of 80% of all NSYNC's songs.  heck yes!
* I get to flunk almost 85% of my grades for one quarter.
* I can successfully twirl a pen. for 3 seconds
* Given I have money and my parents approve of it, I would undergo a sex-change operation.
* I have excellent cramming abilities.
* I've downloaded all the music ever recommended to me but don't often have the time to actually listen to it
.
* Cries when is too stressed and pressured.
* I want to meet my current obssession, shake hands with him/her, get an autograph and of course a picture with him/her. OF COURSE! THEN CONCIEVE HIS CHILDREN!!!! agian i leave leslie's comment! lol
* I have a thing for guys who are prettier than I am.

* i have a thing for pretty guys who crossdress.
*My contribution: I cant wait to be a mother.
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2/20/06 08:36 pm

Rent's coming out tommorrow Im so excited, i need to watch it like 20 more times (as i listen to the soundtrack). Im gunna buy that and Proof cause i made $75 this week!! Now i need to do more scholarship stuff, like finishing my FAFSA *grumble...* Oh man, i am now addicted to Desperate Housewives lol damn danny ha. Its suprisingly and really great show.

Today was my first day of work. According to the people working with me, that was the busiest they had ever seen it, its not even that bad on weekends. Great way to start the first day! and i of course messed up. Oh well, at least I got a lot of experience. The highlight of it all was selling Brokeback Mountain tickets...of course that just made me want to see it more. But, it wasnt too bad and i think im gunna try to get a job at Starbucks next month, because i'll have more the add to my resume.

Ok i need to get back to my FAFSA

haha im so lame

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2/10/06 10:12 pm

ok, i have to say this. It was the weirdest thing. There was a comercial for Proof, cause its coming out on tuesday and i got all excited. My mom was in the room and i was like isnt he so hot? and she was said "you still like him after seeing him in the gay movie?" I was like WHAT!!! oh course i do, that is how i came to like him! is it that hard to believe that...i dont even know how to say it. I just couldnt believe it! i dont even know what to think. How could seeing someone in a gay role turn me off!?! but the good thing is she told me she really wants to see it, she will soon understand!!





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All i have to say is BEAUTIFUL!!!!
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2/10/06 04:12 pm

So i guess i should post even thought i dont have much to say. All my life is now consisting of is applying for scholarships! lol my mission i should say so that i can make it exciting for myself.

I have my orientation at the movie theater on Monday...i need my free movie privilage and i need it now!!!!! There are so many good movies out that i want to see! and i will be making money hoorah for a job!

Other than that im just enjoying the light weight of homework i am recieving, cause i know it wont last long. I wish my admission/rejection letters would come soon, so i can know what im doing next year and where i am going arg


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